Growing Up

growing up... dont know why i start this with that.. im 22 now and still searching a way to lead my life sometimes i miss being a kid althought i dont have anything like i have today..but i was happy that time theres nothing to think about..not to worry about anything not even bother to look for fucking job.. yeah i jobless..i did worked as a hard labor and that its 2morrrow i got an interview..29/9/13 dont now i really want this job..a gov job i dont even know what to pursuit in my life.. finding a 'job' for a better fucking future or do what i want to do..here the catch i got a lot of things to do..but didnt which one which should i go and chase..but one thing for sure im sick with my fucking life.. my fucking house.. my fucking brothers.. man i always wish i can get out of this MF house.. i hate my life..if i just can go out there and live the way i wanna live for once..that good enough for me p/s:gud luck to me for 2morrow

still adjusting...

fuuuu..how long its all ready since my last post.. lucky me i had an understanding fren..since school so far he still treating me,asked me hang out, im really appreciated that..but still i need to repay him..even though he didnt mentioned it..but yeah i felt i needed to..its already my 3rd month in kl im still struggling with my job..but i believe its not my time yet even my fren already made income but i hope i will make too.. well that its for now..wish me luck guys.seriously i need it..:)

1st time....

Almost 2 month I'm at kl lot of new thing to me to explore.. past 2 days..last weekend actually my fren from ganu came n said he going uitm kb next month so he decided to came here n have some fun well...that's sound good so he explore kl with me we went to times square,pavi,klcc n others it was my 1st time ever to be at that places..seriuosly then u know what..he decided to go to genting... sh*t I never been there before so I like ok but I got no cash man.. u can loan he said...I just like fine so we went to genting..dude seriuosly cold,high and yeah I did got scared in the cable car... man if u know what I'm talking about... huu..then u know how I felt... and now I'm back in kl but I'm still trying to get use to the altitude.. my ears hurt man... but its still fun experience..hope can go there again with my other frens or mybe with my girl.hhaahaha *still hoping n looking.:p well guys that its for now if i got time I will share some pic

dugaan dari allah

Ya allah..dugaan ni paling mencabar bg ku 3 mlm ak xdpt tdo..and ak had tdo after subuh Nsib baek ak kje sndiri..no punchcard Tp rezeki ak pn makin payah.. But its ok..ni dugaan bg ku.and ak terima Ya allah..ampun kn dosa ak..permudahkn uruaan ak kurnia kn prtunjuk mu ya allah..

CONT hok ats

ok..now another new chapter open in my life i juz got a room near to my workplace its ok..but quite expensive but atleast i got place to stay it juz literally an empty room ok 4 now..off lak next ak cont

Im taking a step to succeed in my life

hey blog.. its been a while i didnt update my blog kinda of busy doing my stuff hahaha...well i juz graduate last year and now i have a job as a unit trust consultant heres my prob..why cant anybody atleast give me support u know i need that..it already hard for me to come kl to work plus with no support..dammit man

Im 22 now

Hahaha..finally abis dh

believe it or not..
im free now..
haha..abih gok akhir nyer..
3 thun bljo,,skit pale..
xdok dh bnde tu sume..hahahaha
so now i can on smthg else..
nk settle lesen ak,,nk cri kje,,
but last week,,i went to kemaman 4 puabumi things
my heart start feel anxious..thinking that i saw her..
that nite..i text her n really she's going back..
im too late..that nite after msg wit her..
i couldn't sleep..there is smthg going on in my heart
so i made a decision that i don't think it's really me doing it
i told my feeling to her..she quite shock of course..
but i felt better after that..
but i don't know is she fell the same..
last nite i ask that question n ...
her answer is she used to love me..
well that suprise me..but i also love her that time
now it juz a matter of time whether i meant for her..
now i juz wait for her decision..

ends of sem 6

1 week to go to final..
and then im free..hahaha
but there still along way 2 go
i plan to work at bank if possible la..
if i cn't..then i work where ever i think suitable
thats 1 things....1 more things is..
bout my future..i dont know whether to cont wit my stdy..
or to keep on working..if my work can guarantee my future then mybe
i should go on with it..but if then i will think bout to cont wit my stdy
If i get the offer to cont..if not then i need to figure out smthg else..
so now what i should do now to get my head in the game..

ok r thats it 4 today..after for a while not updating me blog..:)

New year..new sem..still same old story

fuhhh..wape lame dh ak xupdate this blog
kind of buzy wit nthg to do..weird ha???
haha..me too.wat ever la
this sem kinda bz wit final projek..
4 final projek..yaa 4
org laen bnyk pn tp sem laen2
ni last sem..koho bolok ade..
dh la sem nk naik blik la kier nyer...
huuu...
actually i cn't think of nthg to say
soo...that it la
next time lok r..;)