Growing Up

growing up... dont know why i start this with that.. im 22 now and still searching a way to lead my life sometimes i miss being a kid althought i dont have anything like i have today..but i was happy that time theres nothing to think about..not to worry about anything not even bother to look for fucking job.. yeah i jobless..i did worked as a hard labor and that its 2morrrow i got an interview..29/9/13 dont now i really want this job..a gov job i dont even know what to pursuit in my life.. finding a 'job' for a better fucking future or do what i want to do..here the catch i got a lot of things to do..but didnt which one which should i go and chase..but one thing for sure im sick with my fucking life.. my fucking house.. my fucking brothers.. man i always wish i can get out of this MF house.. i hate my life..if i just can go out there and live the way i wanna live for once..that good enough for me p/s:gud luck to me for 2morrow

still adjusting...

fuuuu..how long its all ready since my last post.. lucky me i had an understanding fren..since school so far he still treating me,asked me hang out, im really appreciated that..but still i need to repay him..even though he didnt mentioned it..but yeah i felt i needed to..its already my 3rd month in kl im still struggling with my job..but i believe its not my time yet even my fren already made income but i hope i will make too.. well that its for now..wish me luck guys.seriously i need it..:)

1st time....

Almost 2 month I'm at kl lot of new thing to me to explore.. past 2 days..last weekend actually my fren from ganu came n said he going uitm kb next month so he decided to came here n have some fun well...that's sound good so he explore kl with me we went to times square,pavi,klcc n others it was my 1st time ever to be at that places..seriuosly then u know what..he decided to go to genting... sh*t I never been there before so I like ok but I got no cash man.. u can loan he said...I just like fine so we went to genting..dude seriuosly cold,high and yeah I did got scared in the cable car... man if u know what I'm talking about... huu..then u know how I felt... and now I'm back in kl but I'm still trying to get use to the altitude.. my ears hurt man... but its still fun experience..hope can go there again with my other frens or mybe with my girl.hhaahaha *still hoping n looking.:p well guys that its for now if i got time I will share some pic

dugaan dari allah

Ya allah..dugaan ni paling mencabar bg ku 3 mlm ak xdpt tdo..and ak had tdo after subuh Nsib baek ak kje sndiri..no punchcard Tp rezeki ak pn makin payah.. But its ok..ni dugaan bg ku.and ak terima Ya allah..ampun kn dosa ak..permudahkn uruaan ak kurnia kn prtunjuk mu ya allah..

CONT hok ats

ok..now another new chapter open in my life i juz got a room near to my workplace its ok..but quite expensive but atleast i got place to stay it juz literally an empty room ok 4 now..off lak next ak cont

Im taking a step to succeed in my life

hey blog.. its been a while i didnt update my blog kinda of busy doing my stuff hahaha...well i juz graduate last year and now i have a job as a unit trust consultant heres my prob..why cant anybody atleast give me support u know i need that..it already hard for me to come kl to work plus with no support..dammit man

Im 22 now

Hahaha..finally abis dh

believe it or not..
im free now..
haha..abih gok akhir nyer..
3 thun bljo,,skit pale..
xdok dh bnde tu sume..hahahaha
so now i can on smthg else..
nk settle lesen ak,,nk cri kje,,
but last week,,i went to kemaman 4 puabumi things
my heart start feel anxious..thinking that i saw her..
that nite..i text her n really she's going back..
im too late..that nite after msg wit her..
i couldn't sleep..there is smthg going on in my heart
so i made a decision that i don't think it's really me doing it
i told my feeling to her..she quite shock of course..
but i felt better after that..
but i don't know is she fell the same..
last nite i ask that question n ...
her answer is she used to love me..
well that suprise me..but i also love her that time
now it juz a matter of time whether i meant for her..
now i juz wait for her decision..

ends of sem 6

1 week to go to final..
and then im free..hahaha
but there still along way 2 go
i plan to work at bank if possible la..
if i cn't..then i work where ever i think suitable
thats 1 things....1 more things is..
bout my future..i dont know whether to cont wit my stdy..
or to keep on working..if my work can guarantee my future then mybe
i should go on with it..but if then i will think bout to cont wit my stdy
If i get the offer to cont..if not then i need to figure out smthg else..
so now what i should do now to get my head in the game..

ok r thats it 4 today..after for a while not updating me blog..:)

New year..new sem..still same old story

fuhhh..wape lame dh ak xupdate this blog
kind of buzy wit nthg to do..weird ha???
haha..me too.wat ever la
this sem kinda bz wit final projek..
4 final projek..yaa 4
org laen bnyk pn tp sem laen2
ni last sem..koho bolok ade..
dh la sem nk naik blik la kier nyer...
huuu...
actually i cn't think of nthg to say
soo...that it la
next time lok r..;)

RSULT dh kuar...

finally...
the people fears most..exam rsult
im one of them..huhu
it already 5 sems but the feel still the same
every things we do no longer matter..
when we know the rsult is coming out..
i juz got know this evening..i thought it was 2morrow
from that my heart start pounding..
my head start thinking..
n i start worrying..
usually my aunt told bout the rsult..
so there is no suprise but today...
she didn't...that make me more nervous..
huuuuu....i don know wat 2 xpect from my rsult..
i already did my best..so barve ur self..hahahha
breh r nk check rsult lok...wish me very gud luck








juz tgk my rsult...huuuuuuuuuuuu
ya allah kuar dri mulut ak..

olaaaa....

fuhhh...
lame xupdate blog ni..
bz t'sngt lak konon nye...
sem 5 abih dh..sem 6 1 week 2 go
kjap je 3 thun llu..
pitih abih bnyok..ilmu bleh la
sem ni ak pa kje part time pa pitih abih
lesen kete ak xgrok2..dh la kne saman
siot poleh...
nk cri pitih rm400 mne ni...
tggu pitih pt ak r..igt kn sem dpn leh dh bwok kte
tp xdn ase..rezak goh r
sem ni xtau r pitu ati ak tetiba t'buke
napok awek sorg time ak final ari tu...ahahaha
org exam ak kodeng awek..tolol..
tp gtu r..nk ejah awek jd xpnda lening..
xreti nk ayt awek tu..nk blajo mne au bnde gtu..hahaa
but i juz take it slowly la..
want 2 get 2 know her 1st..how is she like..
then i make my move...hopefully it works
breh r..nk maen peh 2012 lok...

pose oh pose...

salam...
ari ni 10 ari dh kte pose
emm..that was quick rite
so bout me last post..
ak ade kbo nk jual kn...
igt x...???post ni nk cter psal tu je n hok laen gok r
plan nyer nk jual aym..but it went wrong
hok ulur modal nyer rama phtu hok keje nyer
ade 2 3 krat...like **** rite
then wanna complen..perghhh
like mf r...then plus the competition
arrggg...man lucky it was pose
so i decide to stop n sell smthg else...
now im sellg nsik aym..
mroh je..rm3.5 kalu bzr rm4
ni pn ak ambek kt bzr gok...
coz mok bz bby sit so xdn nk wak keje bnyk
anyway..i don know this it gonna end well
or not but i already spend a lot from this biz..
n i don think i can buy my mok smthg..
still early to say..
ok r nxt time lok nk g jge bzr ak lok

well..hello world(ayt anwar hadi)

salam....
it been a while since my last post
lame xupdate ari ni bru buke..
bz sngt la konon...cehhh
sem ni xbnyok ngat differ than last sem
subject still pain in the *** but luckly
the lec r not bad r than last sem
tis week full of test n quiz...
urrgghh...
stdy je mnjang...kalu stdy la
few days left to pose..
sem ni ak nk jual ayam pggang
sbb bajet 4 ryer lari dh...
pdan muke ak..ahhah
mule igt bjet molek tp gtu ah...
bli tepon...abis hok laen kuca
so nk cover blk kne la jual
hope xla untg bnyk ngat
takat leh bli bju ryer pasang jd r
soo...wish me luck k
ho..bkn pose ni leh x au stop smoking
pa ceroh bk stop phtu isap gok
tp bru ni r klakor..
ak kne jnji dpn dy mcm org bc ikrar
rukun ngare or...nsib xdok org time tu...
hahahha...bler igt blk suke sorg ak..
but i still guilty 4 her coz i made that prmis in front
of her n still i broke it
but i already told the thruth
i hope she can accept it
well..tat is 4 tonite
c ya b4 ryer mybe

persedian utk final aka preperation 4 final

final.....igauan ngeri 4 some1
mmg la stdy x tau2 nk final..
oppss..nk kabo ckit.
kne tulis post ni base malay
sbb aritu wani komplen dh blog ak ni bnyok bi je
nk bce blog ni kne ade kamus skali..elehhh
ngade2..hahaha..xpe2 leh edjuh lake..
ok..lets cont..
tggal ag 2 mggu kot nk final
so cm biase la ak ni..
still xknal bku..hahaha
suke lok..ak teey kang
tiap2 sem same jeee...
stdy week r pn nk knal bku gok
hish...xuboh2
sem ni mlas sgguh2 ase..xtau bkpe
dh la sem ni bnyok TEORI...
bnde hok org "MNAT" lake r tu
brat laa sem...dgn subjek nyer
lectrur nye hok annoying aka rezak aka pkir r sndri
nsib la ni bkn cm skoloh lu..
kalu ak wak prgai cm skoloh lu..
abih laaa...
nsib laa sbor ak tggi r gok
kalu x...
forget bout it..
nk final pn assgmnt ade ag...
nk interview la..ape laa
nsib present xdok dh..
11 hb ni ade muet plok
tolol...natang pe xblajor tau2 nk g jwb
ambek klas mhal..xambek klas jd gni
perning2...srabut pale goh
kalu dlu srabut ket cri rkok lalu
tpi lning xleh dh...jnji dh ekpunk
so than laaa..pdan muke..:-P
the truth is..ake xau bnde duk blajor natang pe ea
time wak exercise time tu la pham..
kalu x xpham cket habuk..
kalu pointer ak drop sem ni..brat la..
kalu drop la..ak will botok my head
mkne nyer xdok rmbut la sem dpn...awl2 je
seyeh2...hahaha..pdan muke
so moral of the story stdy n get higher pointer
or i will lose my precious hair...huhu
so stdy2 laa...
even sometimes tension la gok..
juz face it la apik..u r guy rite???
so lets fight 4 it man...aja2 fighting..
"ayt cter fullhouse"
ok..bo la tu..wak keje laen lok..
maen pes...hahaha
ni la ibarat muke tnsion ak





breh r..c u guys next time.

salam sem 4..ahahhahaah

salam...
lame goh xpost kt blog ni..
pejam celik mate..
mase berlalu pergi..
hari b'ganti hari...
bulan kadang2 molek kadang2 x
tau2 nk abih dh sem 4...
perghhhh...laju boh
blajor pn kuca banya kali
tggal 1 bulan ag nk final..
test belembang kali..
stdy last2 minit..
xuboh2 prgai...
tp xpe r asal igt target kite sem ni..
sem ni push cket sbb berat ekpunk
buku kne pgang okmo laaa...
huhuhuh...
ni pn bru btol2 chat..
gler r demam 2 ari xbgun boh..
dktor kabo ade jgkitan kuman plok...
huuuuu....mmg kne bereti isap la...
now leh la kte xisap dh...
nk jge ati org..
pah ceroh ekpunk duk nawok ke ye dlu...
huhuhuhuh....wish me luck
tp lening mslh laen lok naek...
xtau wane cter lening maen cnyap jeee...
ari tu mslh laen settle dh.
nk jge ati ye ak hok kne jge prgai ak
xpe la....
bulan ni bz laaa...
kekg ade bbq..family day xjd
phtu annual diner..ak akn wak show live..
ahhahahaha..hncur r
hok pnting practise...
breh r tu...ckup la utk ari ni
laen kali akn ku curah kn lg isi ati ku
yg xbrape nk mroh ni..
hahahahaha

huhuhu...final exam

time flew by
without we know it
but at the end then we realize it
so many things happen
so much memories we keep inside
either sweet or bitter like hell
just swallow it...
this is it...
the end of this chapter...3rd chapter
will this be different from the other chapter???
we just wait to find out
the 3rd chapter full of laughter,tears...
problem of course..
but that will be put aside
there is a bigger task await..
the FINAL EXAM


I just wanna say gud luck to my
frenz ..:-)

Salam Ramadan

slamat b'pose wat sume org2
may this year be the best ramadan 2 ya all
lame dh ase nyer xpost kt blog nie
biase ar bz je keje nyer
assgment belambok,,xsntuh ag ni
stdy mmg xdh,,hahaha
nk kuiz bru la knal buku
hoooo.....org pose wat ibadat
ak pose cbuk nk maen gitar
gitar bru 300 lbih dh,
padan abis gtu je pitih ak,,
gmbr xdok cni kalu ade leh uplaod
but its ok
so have a great ramadan 2 all my fellas out there

Pesta konvo UniSZA

fuhhhhhhhhh............
abis pn konvo,,org laen konvo ngan2 ak cbuk gok
ni la projek ak or biz kecik2 je
bleh la tmboh income ckit2(ptptn ade dh pdhal)
kalu bnyok masyuk,,pok2 ni plan nk g redang,,
pehhhhhh....tggi cita2 tu
hahaha...so kite wait n tgk jo la
hahhhh..bru igt xstdy ag
mule2 sem koya ag pale cmpur ngan konvo ni
mmg xsntuh bku ag ni..
dh la bku tu mahal sutir2....
gane2 pn kne la bli gok
name pn nk blajor kn so kne la bli
tp ade se prob ar
ak pn xtau bkpe ati ak mcm xtenang je.....
puah ak mikir tp xleh gok...
tp td ak ade napok smthg,,
xtau nk kte kejut or x
then i start 2 think that i should juz back off
pretend not 2 see anything but it kind off hurt me
fuhhhhh...man its hard,,oh god plizz help me
i don know bout my feeling,,arggg..it very confusing man

sem bru...buke buku bru la....

wooo...sem 3 dh,,
cm xcaye lok..haha
koho tue dh ak lening
jd snior la plok..haha
wane cter laa bdk2 bru kek g nin????
tu laen hal...hok pnting jgn bnyk maen ngat
pointer sem 3 kne tggi dr sem 2
kalu leh 3.0 lbih breh dh..
kne concentrate on stdy la bai...
awek2 laen cter laaa...
or baek xyah care ngat awek2 ni...??????
ehhhhhhhmmmmmm..('',)
tepuk dada taye iman