the day is come..

finally after waiting for a long time
my exam result finally...
n as expected its higher than the previous one
i'm glad..fuhhhhhh.....

~~WONDERING ~~

My life was messed up…
Everything doesn’t seem right…
I tried to hang on…
But I can’t…
Even to stand up with my own foot…
It seems very hard…
I lost all of my strength…
It’s like she took away my strength as well…
But I’m still trying to regain myself…
Cast away all the past…
Anything that remind me of you…
Now it’s time for me to wake up
Wake up from this useless dream…
Dream that you made up…
And fool people like me
Completely trust it…
I know that was my enormous mistake
To fall in love with you…
But that was one thing
That I couldn’t regret much…
Even it’s hurt me badly
And tear me apart from the inside
But it wasn’t a waste
Even you lied to me…
Due to that I no longer myself…
I decide to change for good…
Month by month passed by…
Day by day…
Every second passed me
But I couldn’t realize it…
It was meaningless...
And I thought there is no more
No more people that can make me smile again…
But I was wrong…
She came out of nowhere…
With a sweet smile on her face…
She makes me smile again…
She made me flattered…
I felt weird thing happen in my heart
It was so anxious
And beat at a fast rate…
I think I was………….
But...hold on there...
I start to think that
We are not meant for each other…
We totally had different life
A head of us…
I think that is time for me to back off
For good…

peice of word

first time i saw her..
she is the one..
i told my self..
everything went perfect..
it been a sweet memory between me n her..
we had a great time together..
those sweet memory is hard to forget..
indeed it very2 hard to forget..
we laughed,we played around,we had dinner,
and a lots more..such a sweet memories
between u and me..
but that all just a lied..
i was totally fool..
fool enough to fall in love with u..
fool enough to completely let u
hurt my felling..
i don know what i done wrong..
when u suddenly change..
if there something wrong..
just say it..
don made me wondering like a fool
as i remembered i always there 4 u
anytime..all days long
i always tried to be as what u always what..
but i admit it..it hard
still i'm trying to be one..
all i need is time..
time 4 me to prove that i'm worth'it
give me a chance..only that i asked from u
but u won't gave me a chance..
why???..plizz tell me
am i not good enough 4 u???
but there u are..
remain silence..even not a single word
i brave myself to asked 4 the truth
that night..i still remember it
with so much confidence n brave..
finally u told me the truth..
the truth of what's really happened..
the reason u doing this to me..
it because of some other guys..
u know what..
that answer teared me apart..
but u know what..
actually i already expect that kind of answer..
i don know why..
it just....came in my mind
out of no where..
although i was teared apart inside out..
but i think i can endure it..
i will try to forget our memories..
all of it even if it was fake..
but for me..it was real
now after apart from u..
i admit it sometime its hard to forget..
but like u said if we met..
pretend like we don know each other..
if that want u want so be it..
now i'm a new man now..
the past is the past..
i'm happy what i am now..




(24/5/10) afiex_blurp

~~LOVE~~

love is a wonderful thing
love is every man desire
love is anything
it's is more valuable
more valuable than money
more valuable than anything else
in this world..
once u get it
take a good care of it
treat it as ur life depend on it
don't afraid to fight for it
the love u want
coz when u lose it
it hard to get it back
learn to appreciate it
b4 u will regret 4 the rest of ur life